Sadness beats apathy

Emotion is better than a lack of .
I don't like hearing about music from you
or hearing about you talk about music for that matter
because then you take the credit
and i am forced in my mind to forever associate a band
or whoever or whatever with you
and with feeling sick and suffocated
when the point of music is to feel happy
or at least an emotion instead of just sick.

We Only Have What We Remember

It doesn't matter what we are,
or who we used to be
it only matters that we are here
interacting
at the same moment in time
perfect timing.

Hello again.

Its amazing how one comment can ruin your entire day.
No longer in the gray, or white
sinking slowly down into the blue.

Imagine a world with no loud city sounds
or music.
Where there are no cars, or planes or public transportation.
because space is not a dimension.
Imagine the faces of the faceless friends
who have been programmed to act, think, look, and dress the same.
Void of emotions or personal beliefs.
Neither eat nor sleep
because the food had all been eaten
and the beds were all destroyed.
Imagine a government
that didn't lie or try to protect its citizens
because it did not exist.
The idea of a leader had been wiped clean
out of the minds of this generation.
There is no death
and no birth
the earth
has been forced to forgive
those who lived on it.
The last that were actually alive.
Mirrors shattered
minds melted
that performed less than the ideal.
perfect rows of clean white boxes.
clean.
precisely measure stain black eyelashes
that would never leak and feel pain.
Would you say this is humanity?
No, I would say
this is the future.

Papa died smiling
wide as the ring of a bell'

As much as you suck

You may have a point with meditation and awareness.
I need to learn to be patient.
I need to learn to be kind.
I need to learn to just stop.

Not quite sure
if I am screaming running towards my future
or slowly trying to back up and stay where I am.
I don't want this all to end.