(You).

If I move from my place in line, I'll lose.

I hope you aren't like everyone else.

I hope that I can be different.

I hope that I like you.

I hope I can let myself like you

or even be okay with the idea

that you might like me back.

I hope my mind stops thinking so much.

I know what I want

but I don't know if I will let myself have it.

I never let myself have what I want

because then, I wouldn't have anything

to be unhappy about.