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Thursday, March 31, 2011
When I pray
I believe someone is listening.
Someone, anyone.
And they tell me "its all for the best"
and Candide may disagree and I may be too optomisitic but there isn't one person
who can make or break you.
Maturity is realizing you are responsible for yourself.
Prayer is the perfect excuse
to justify the voices in my head.
Next Chapter.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Technology
is going to destroy the world.
Robots taking human jobs
microwaves giving humans cancer (the scientists haven't figured this one out yet)
social networking sites creating lack of real life connections
computers designed to simulate the emotions of mankind (the government doesn't want us to know about this one yet)
I think we would be wiser
as I type these words
to step back
away from monitors and microwaves and modern necessities
and think for ourselves
before the right is taken away without us realizing it.
I'm on my own, I'll never say anything right
Today
was the worst
I am so on the edge about everything:
college
friends
boys
school
If you said boo to me
I would break down at this point.
I want all this college stress to be over.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
(You).
If I move from my place in line, I'll lose.
I hope you aren't like everyone else.
I hope that I can be different.
I hope that I like you.
I hope I can let myself like you
or even be okay with the idea
that you might like me back.
I hope my mind stops thinking so much.
I know what I want
but I don't know if I will let myself have it.
I never let myself have what I want
because then, I wouldn't have anything
to be unhappy about.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
I was never your favorite.
And you say I've changed.Look at yourself for five seconds and see if you can recognize the person you were freshman year, because I sure can't. Anything that mattered to you then wouldn't now. Why aren't we friends? I never said I wanted to be. I just wondered why not.
YOU have changed much more than me.
You still are the same, ignorant selfish person you were four years ago,
I guess that's one similarity.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Quote
Thursday, March 10, 2011
You
are so rude.
Do you have no respect?
Dont you know?
You cant call anyone, especially friends of your children
"druggies"
Offense will be taken accordingly.
Do you have no respect?
Dont you know?
You cant call anyone, especially friends of your children
"druggies"
Offense will be taken accordingly.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Do you remember when we sailed all the way to Mexico just to see if we could?
Do you remember when we walked for hours with no idea where we were, hoping to find something we were looking for?
Do you remember me crying to you when I coudn't handle everything that was happening?
Do you remember the cherry chocolate ice cream, that neither of us could never say no to?
Do you remember being happy, being in love, with me?
Yeah, me neither.
Do you remember when we walked for hours with no idea where we were, hoping to find something we were looking for?
Do you remember me crying to you when I coudn't handle everything that was happening?
Do you remember the cherry chocolate ice cream, that neither of us could never say no to?
Do you remember being happy, being in love, with me?
Yeah, me neither.
Monday, March 7, 2011
You Were Not Invited to the Other Side of Sanity
I want my mind to be filled with happy shallow thoughts
and summer and cute clothes.
I don't want to deal with school any more.
and summer and cute clothes.
I don't want to deal with school any more.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Sorry
For never responding to your text
but you see, it wasn't my fault,
and it never was because it cannot be my fault.
There are unlimited excuses for reasons I do nothing wrong.
I can't won't take responsibility.
I think you were wrong.
I couldntt love you, or even definitely like you.
I may be indecisive, but mostly
you are plain annoying.
but you see, it wasn't my fault,
and it never was because it cannot be my fault.
There are unlimited excuses for reasons I do nothing wrong.
I can't won't take responsibility.
I think you were wrong.
I couldntt love you, or even definitely like you.
I may be indecisive, but mostly
you are plain annoying.
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